The Verdict

ah chinese o level results were released today!

i felt like i went to school for the sole purpose of getting my results, it felt like forever before 11.30am came..

and i attained a B3.. distinction for my oral & listening comprehension.

damn. my paper 1 and 2 must have sucked.

i'm actually contented and so thankful that i didn't get B4..

but since i got a distinction for the components that cannot be retaken, then should i retake paper 1 and 2 again? ah i sooo don't want to do another zuo wen, it's like a crazy phobia or something..

i feel really uneasy about this cause if i end up taking again and i get the same grade, it'll sorta be very depressing and a waste of time.. but then again a second chance why not? but then again again.. higher chinese pupils will be taking with us. damn..

i'm not even some A for chinese student in the first place right..

ah i swear a lotttt of people got B3.

anyway.. on a lighter note..

night study yesterday was enjoyable :D

hung out with quite a lot of people: rachel, joanne, erina, hazel and keanna.

and i had dinner beforehand :)

erina was so funny, she came and she threw us yupi kisses gummies at us like it was christmas. haha, very sweet. (pun intended) she was like santa claus.

and i practiced my oral again with ms wong.

which reminds me.. tmr is my o level english oral, wish me luck! :)

ah i'm so scared that my o level results for my other subjects next year in january will be as half-baked like my chinese results..

PRELIMS IN LIKE ONE AND A HALF WEEKS. wait what?? ah. study hard sarah, this year determines your life.. well sorta..

some people look like they have everything going on for them..

the need to succeed.