when you're too in love to let go

today was kinda tiring cause i was out of the house frm 12.30 all the way till night time.

had a mini cell outing - ice skating!
I haven't skated since i was 6 years old but eventually i managed to get the hang of it.
ryan ngin and i started out fumbling around the skate ring and after today he decided that this was so not his thing, haha.

after that we all got burger king to go and ben drove us to church for youth service.
at the end of youth service i went for altar call and pastor josh came up to me and i liked how he told me to pray for myself when i told him about my desire to hear from God more. after that he prayed for me after i've prayed for myself. God you hear my prayers, help me to live a life that is dependent on you.

sat next to Jemina during service and i love it how she actually misses me even though it's been a week since she last saw me. thankful for friends like her.

and i always have dinner with my old cell, like renhui, brenda, hiang teck, joshua chia, justin, caleb teo and even arie who pops by. and yes seeing amanda later on too. i really miss them.
and it was a lot of laughs playing the 'mrt' game.

events to look forward/dread (it could srsly go either way) :

18th of august, wednesday - CHINESE O LEVEL RESULTS.
19th of august, thursday - ENGLISH O LEVEL ORAL EXAMINATION

and with this upcoming week, it's two weeks to prelims. gotta start commiting all my time to studying. maybe not all but a lot of it.

i listen to your favourite songs to feel closer to you and to relate to you.

High up above or down below
when you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you