perspective

I have a friend who inspires me.. the way she writes. the way she presents her thoughts.

just reading what she writes gives me a new perspective.

not exactly a positive everything-is-happy sunshine one but a realistic and honest one.

it's just interesting to hear (or rather read) what she has to say.

not anyone you would know i think..

you know sometimes i wonder if i'm meant to have a simplistic mind, always happy and assuming the best.. or if i'm supposed to be thinking more.. that maybe there's a reason why sometimes things don't fall into place perfectly like i would hope.

maybe cause there simply is no perfect.

do i accept the fact readily or do i hope for it to happen in the closest way possible, settling for whatever comes close. i would say i've been living by the latter.

sometimes i feel so drained..

and the constant haunting that the O levels are coming do me no good.

makes me feel life will have to revolve around that thought till it's over.

and it's a dry life.

tuition in like 15 minutes. i hope i do not get yelled at by my tuition teacher.

and hopefully i'll reach an A2 or B3 for prelims 2 for amath, it annoys me that i spend so much time on it but it still isn't one of my best subjects.