amath drives me mad. esp. when im so brain dead after studying biology which is really a long and boring process.

i need strength to get through this, make these last 12 days count.

i need a miracle, i mean doing well isn't something that out of reach, i just need to work hard and get a miracle, one that will boost me to a peak at Os.

oh Lord please help.

and i need to carry motivation with me though i feel like dying today. not literally.