it's nice when people genuinely believe in you, more than you believe in yourself and even more so when you value what they say because you look up to them. there really are nice people who have it all out there, i feel blessed to have people who are nice to me - as simplistic as that sounds.

crystal clear

contacts are kinda amazing, it's like having perfect eyesight!

and thank you so much naomi for all your tips, they REALLY help A LOT! (L)

and oli's sleepover was awesome, we decorated her christmas tree, went swimming, had our own club with some crazy dancing and omeglee chat which was hillarious.

oh yeah and we watched harry potter and the deathly hallows in the early afternoon and lunch at crystal jade.

the coolest people!

anyway.. next week including today will be sooooooo awesome.

prom's tmr! O:

today was flippin' awesome.

in the morning my dad, after buying me a really nice breakfast, picked vito from newton mrt and we drove to oli's house.

only sharmala, vito and i were there first but we had our good share of fun.

trying on oli's awesome heels that made me feel like i could be on antm, height brings empowerment and confidence man, esp with her branded beautiful clog-like heels, haha.

and jammin' with guitar and dancing crazilly to david archuleta's album.

naomi, rachel and davniel came afterward too :)

basically we were supposed to have a harry potter marathon and we got to like 3/4 of the chamber of secrets whilst eating the best popcorn ever and another big bowl of snacks.

awesome pizza & mushroom soup for lunch, olivia's parents are the nicest people ever :)

playing in the pool on a floating turtle, playing twister, ping pong, throwing hoops, boggle, pictionary, more snacks, finishing chamber of secrets. the makings of an amazing day with great friends.

& back home, curry chicken for dinner, oh yeah~

tmr i'm gonna watch harry potter 7 and sleepover at oli's house, kinda like today part 2.

life is good.

maybe i shouldn't listen to sad songs, cause yeah yeah yeah's song 'map' is really touching smth inside of me. really emotional song, few lyrics but it impacts me so much.

it's nice to have days like this, when the day goes well and i have fun, i'm smiling and just being happy.

sometimes i just.. don't understand.

wait. they don't love you like i do.

Yeah Yeah Yeah - Maps

i know i haven't been posting, well.. almost not at all i realise.. but anyway, Os are over and for some reason i've been feeling lethargic. oh don't get me wrong, yesterday after the bio paper (which was in the classroom instead of the hall), i felt an overwhelming sense of joy. and day out at town with my posse clique was great too, cold rockk ice cream!!

town part #2 with joanne today, can't say i don't know how to pick prom dresses *winks*

and now two things that really make me happy:

1) eating - i just devoured two mushroom and ham pizzas from castle, oh man.. (L)

2) my almost daily dose of american dramas/reality television/sitcoms.

harry potter marathon at oli's house in preparation for hp 7 on thursday :)

beautiful leighton meester, her portrayal of blair on gossipgirl is commendable :)

it's all in the mind

because if i sleep now.. tomorrow will arrive faster.. and that means i have to actually study again..

yeah that's pretty much what's in my head right now. maybe that's why i've been glued to the computer screen for the past hour and a half even though i'm alrd so tired.

oh man mcq papers, i'm so bored of sciences alrd, i'd really rather take another humanities paper.

urghhh. it's okay, last lap run it well. psycho myself attempt #1232532. haha :)

dinner was goooood. zi cha with my mum and sister, who can resist the prawn paste chicken, tofu egg and pork ribs? :)

hey i've actually been quite happy these past few days. studying's gonna ruin it but im just gonna suffer for the 2nd last time this year for chem and finally bio. then free time will officially be mine with no strings attached.. can't wait!!! (does inserting more than one exclamation mark make me seem uncool.. saying THIS already makes me uncool, oh well.)

and after doing the ss exam's source based question, to be exact source E, i realise i can't tell between indian and pakistani cartoons even when the provenance clearly states indian on the right, pakistani on left. i can't tell left or right in pressurising situations ):

but hooray to Venetians :)

go back to the time when..

omg i stumbled upon some pics on facebook of joanne and i in an album whereby she didn't tag any of us. these pics are ancient aka taken in sec three!

okay start off with a nice shot, omg i should cut my hair to this length again, it's not bad :)

LOL :D

yeap, why is this even online?! hahahaha!

cause

i'm

a

nin-ja

nin-ninja! LOL NINJA GLAREEE! nigahiga (L)

oh my dear joanne :)

yesterday night i watched a indie film "elvis and anabelle" starring blake lively aka gossipgirl serena vanderwoodsen. seeing blake lively transform into a southern belle was really weird esp. the accent man! interesting film :)

yours is the first face that i saw

visited a new cell group today :)

i liked it, the people there seem friendly and leanne seems like such a sweet and nice cell leader.

talking with joel and clement while waiting for ben to come was really hillarious. oh man, really good times :)

and of course speaking to the ever-motivational sarah cheong - she just has so much faith in me, she keeps telling me that i can get into ACS(I) and take IB.

okay we all know that's never gonna happen but she keeps going on and on and it makes me feel so flattered that she thinks just cause i'm good at literature i'll really suit IB but it's embarrassing to keep repeating the line "sarah, i'm really not that smart.. you believe in me more than my mum does" haha.

she will definitely pwn the IB exams, the Lord is with her, she's smart, focused and hardworking. and she'll never read this, haha. edification without her knowing! :)

and then i ordered four plates of hor fan and clement, joel and i decided we're just gonna force ben to eat hor fan cause he came so late, haha.

oh man sometimes i wish i just wouldn't feel this way.. then i won't get hurt.

almost there

after watching america's next top model and eating a magnum white mini i am happy :)

i woke up at like 12.45 and i felt a little dizzy at first and i noticed new pimples that i was not too pleased to have greet me.

hmmm. O levels are really almost over. it's like slowly.. almost.. this is gonna be over.

now all that's left are SS on monday, chem mcq on friday and bio mcq on the following monday.

i am happy, i really am. it's this freedom i felt since yesterday..

speaking of yesterday, i thought all my history mugging has paid off and what i predicted or rather what mr pailo predicted came out so yay :D

and bio was not too bad. except i forgot what DNA was..

before bio i was at the library with esther & keanna and the sharmala came too later on and a lot of the stuff that we were discussing with each other came out for the O levels, major score! :)

and sharmala made the most amazing brownies ever, it just overwhelms your taste buds with joy (L)

walked to j8 with wenhui, keanna and esther and my gosh wenhui's a skinny darling :) haha, that's supposed to be affectionate btw.

took an hour's train ride to my grandmother's house and my cousin cooked pizza wrap, pasta & calamari, omgeee my cousin is amazing.

this is what you get when you have a chef cousin :)

and my cousin is super funny with his diff faces that he makes and apparently i give off loser vibes? like whattt. just cause i repeat dumb parodys on youtube and laugh a lot cause i've basically gone made cause of O levels? :B

and my grandmother's hse has EVERYTHING. like whatever food and drinks, like yakult.

and my cousin can make anything man, he even made some loster prawn creamy soup with a deep fried breadstick.

okay maybe i'll go through ss, maybe not for another hour. i don't man, i feel like i'm in a super relaxed mode and i think i deserve to get to feel this way after sooo long.

O levels has its own way of tearing me down and making me lose hope in myself.

that's the honest truth.

nothing scares me more than a bell curve.

but through all this i learn something about myself.. i'm not as strong as i would like to be.

and yet somehow i'm going to use this experience in life to prepare me for tougher days ahead in life.

what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.

and when i went to church on saturday, the song "blessed be your name" had the lyrics:

You give and take away, you give and take away

but my heart will choose to say, Lord blessed be your name.

amen. trust like in the bible when Job lost it all but he still trusted God.

and i feel blessed to have nice church friends, seeing them after a long week has made me happier actually cause i managed to smile.

y'know, i don't know if my acjc dream is dead or whatever, but i guess life will come whether we like it or not. only time will tell.. anyway, in whatever way i'll end up somewhere next year, i guess it's the uncertainty that scares me, the uncertainty of the possibility of being thrown into an uncalled for and uncomfortable life-changing situation. but then comes adaptation right?

i don't know, but God does. all good things work for those who love Him.

and i was thinking about how i feel i wasn't born to be exceptional. maybe by the world's standard this statement holds true but we weren't meant to live by the world. i admit sometimes i get too caught up with it, i'm still trying to figure out how to balance this life's expectations and wondering how to live for God everyday.

tmr is the lit paper. i have two scenarios in my head.

1) things will suck just like everything else that has happened to me. reeking of mediocracy.

2) lit will be great, as always. because i actually have what it takes.

i feel bruised and frail after emotional rollercoasters, will i have enough strength and tenacity to go through the coming papers? i hope so. i have to. never underestimate the human spirit.

please i need a breakthrough :)

i will try my best.. to remain sane.

O(levels). M.G

It's so nice to feel that people care, with all the smses with well-wishes and prayers for O levels, particularly the personalised ones :)

O levels begin today, i will put my trust in God, not by my own strength. i gotta learn that everything should not be done just counting on my own ability cause God can do so much more.

and i like it when people say they like my smile or when they smile so widely when they see me. it makes me feel warm inside and also at the same time excited to see someone so happy to see me. especially if i miss them.

on the other hand, awkward moments are plain.. well awkward. i try to avoid these but they just come sometimes though thankfully it's not an often occurence.

back to what i was talking about.. people who really care. that's just another amazing thing about life that i am very thankful for.

this is the start of the determining of my life.

Lord you are there every step of the way.

my parents are the sweetest btw.. my mum took leave and she is bringing me to ajisen ramen to get a good lunch and my dad sent me a really sweet text and gave me a good luck ang pow, haha.

"It's the story of your life, you're moving down the page
and you know you're on your way..
It's the story of your life you live it everyday
you can run, you run but you won't get away
no one knows what's coming up, where will you go now
It's the story of your life"

-Five for fighting "Story of your life"

y'know i've always been feeling like my life is extremely boring because all i do is study.

i also double-realised that when i talked to joel on sat and i'm always telling him about my next prelim/the final O levels.

BUT! hey, life isn't too bad.. i actually have great friends and the time after Os going out and stuff will be great, i just know it!

suffer temporarily to reap rewards.

and i watched my first ep. of CSI today with taylor swift guest starring in it.

halfway i couldn't follow the storyline and we paused the show and my sister explained and i was like "what?? weren't we watching the same thing? how could you have got all that and i didn't?"

haha.

this talk about Os prolly makes me blog entries boringgg.

is this like inception? (not the movie, literally inception) like if i told you my blog entries were boring would you also think that way cause i implanted that idea into your mind? just a thought.

omg naomi and i just planned our whole holidays. IT'S GONNA BE TOTALLY AWESOME.

graduation!

okay so i decided to update this space cause it's been many days.

i've graduated! yes old news, not that old actually.. like 2 days ago which was friday.

we had graduation at sch & the lunch was pasta mania! :D omg i was so happy

we sat together as a class on long tables with purple tablecloth.

my school's motto is "aflame for truth" so just like in sec one during orientation, during graduation we have the passing of the flame.

dear sharmala.

lovely wenhui & erina.

the flames became stars cause of my friend's camera effect, pretty cool eh.

clique photo!

complete clique photo! :) ♥

the coolest people everrrr! ♥

the beautiful diva christine!

it was supposed to be a pic of sean and i but obviously all the rest had to jump in too, haha.

leftover green tea & pasta mania food packs, aaron and i love free stuff!

nuh-uh bitch, you aint messing with me~ LOL.

joanne being her normal pretty self, haha, i'm so nice :)

4 truth 2010!

amath drives me mad. esp. when im so brain dead after studying biology which is really a long and boring process.

i need strength to get through this, make these last 12 days count.

i need a miracle, i mean doing well isn't something that out of reach, i just need to work hard and get a miracle, one that will boost me to a peak at Os.

oh Lord please help.

and i need to carry motivation with me though i feel like dying today. not literally.

look around and the world will find you

i think when i'm up by myself at night listening to music like five for fighting's "story of your life", those kind of songs that make you just reflect on life, the beauty of it, the people, how life's a journey. i can't help but want to cry. esp. when you know these songs make you think of people you miss.

today i was forced, yes forced, to relocate to the jurong library cause there was constructions going on on the floor above me, nearly killed my eardrums cause it was beyond loud and worse than you can imagine.

so i actually studied at a table near the playground downstairs but went to the library (for the first time there btw) cause the sun was getting too hot.

managed to go hardcore on bio and i'm hoping to keep this good pace.

went for night study english and i really am improving for comprehension, i see the increase in marks and i feel more confident :)

and night study was fun with kylie being cute, li an being awkward, amelia being all smiles..

oh yeah then afterward my dad picked me up from sch and we had dinner nearby, i had tom yum ban mian (L) and my dad helped me get my calculator battery (which totally died on me) changed. i guess tonight's a night where i feel particularly blessed even though i know everyday i am :)

i'm looking forwrd to an exciting future.

sing for the laughter, sing for the tears

last day of sch. very memorable. i loved my time here in this sch.

2 weeks to O levels, sarah be serious right now.

anyway, today pe was the best everrr. had three games of netball and my team comprising of naomi, thessa, yvonne, jasmine, weiqi and jieying were so coordinated and we were all super enthu and actually good players :D

like half the class or maybe 3/4 :)

i was defender and i loved being able to intercept the ball and to see teamwork throughout the court. at the same time having a standard of competitiveness but all in the spirit of good tiring awesome fun.

last bio lesson

love this pic! mrs chow ftw! she would sometimes randomly give us sweets and stuff and today was no exception :)

last chem lesson

Mrs Gan!

Last ever free period

free period people!

love this pic with vito!

Last Lit lesson! man i love lit class..

mrs lee and lit class ♥

Pastamania

ate lunch with olivia, naomi, sharmala & thessa.

stayed for longer than usual and i wish this day would never end.

trained back with sharmala and thessa, aw man i'll miss that really.

okay after Os i'll get my LIFE back.

for now, i shall work to get a LIFE aka future :)

last day of sch was today but there's still graduation next friday so that's smth to look forward to :)

appreciate

survived the day with 5 hours of sleep thanks to watching gossip girl and waiting for it to load cause it takes forever.. 1am before i got to bed.

but surprisingly, i stayed quite awake and had a fun day :)

amath was fun to do, weiqi moved her table to the front so she was practically next to me and it's good having someone smart in amath next to you.

free period with naomi, thessa, olivia and sharmala was fun and awesome as usual.

and today was our last fried food day (wednesday) in sch ):

i'm gonna miss these free periods, it's like recess/lunch/bonding time twice a week cause we don't take pure geog.

and lit was another interesting lesson, why didn't we do this much earlier? these discussions on our text are first of all beneficial and intriguing.

i was sitting in between vito and sharmala and Sharmala and i read the dream sequence from our text "off centre" which is a drama and she was mr razali, and i was saloma.

Sharmala was using her slow emotional voice and i was using an annoying one, haha

then there was the last part when i turned to Vito cause for the original line the character was talking to Vinod which so happens that their names are similar so i went:

"Vinod Vito, my spelling correct anot?"

and so Vito replied: "Yes, Saloma Sarah, it's fine. everything's fine.."

this part was supposed to be a sad line but it was pretty cool how we switched the names up, haha.

and i love singing while on my way to j8 with my friends (L)

watched glee, an episode that moved me..

oh my secondary sch is really ending.

today was productive :)

so yeah.. i think i'm srsly getting used to these late and long days.

i got home at like 10, mrt-ed home with linda and murphy.

and had h2h talk with murphy.

y'know since it's the last week of sch, i like doing exciting stuff that i never got to do or new experiences.

like going to 4 peace class for chem consultation, people were friendly, funny and all greeted me warmly with a smile. seeing keanna, javier, yehyang, niki, jared etc. makes me happy :)

and i've been hanging out with joanne so much, we are night study muggers man (L)

i really want all this to pay off, not hope, cause it will.. actually.. hopefully, LOL.

and when i got home i ate delicious curry chicken with toasted bread. who knows how many meals i eat a day but i eat dinner at like 4 plus so hopefully this overboard awesome supper won't cause me to balloon. and oh yes, papaya! been wanting to eat papaya in sch but they always are sold out before i get any. sweet papaya at home :)

these are the best years.

today was a better day though we had two random mock exams for english paper 2 and emath paper 1 with no prior warning..

but english i think i was done okay and emath was kinda exciting xD

(yes i'm a nerd like that)

literature class was really interesting today esp. when mrs lee told us stuff that she read in the papers/stuff she watched on tv. lit discussion was also kinda cool :)

night study today for eng, man i'm so tired at the end of the day.

omg amazing race season 17 is well.. amazing!

team jumba!

i think i really love american shows: antm, gossipgirl, amazing race, glee!

dude i shouldn't be watching so much.. ah it de-stresses me, i do work okayyy.

oh these times are hard, yeah they're making us crazy, don't give up on me baby.

sometimes i feel like everything is too much to handle.

i don't know how to handle everything but i have to.

will i amount to anything?

and pleasant unexpected surprises, like a friend talking to you again after a long time, that really makes me smile. i miss talking to you.

i know, a real contrast to what i'm saying.

time is going by and i feel so annoyed that i can't just press pause.

even more time to study, sometimes i just don't have the energy to constantly study every single hour after hour, esp. amath which is taking me so long and sometimes it just frustrates me so much that i can't do certain questions. like give me a better brain!

i'm terrified and in constant worry.

help.

boulevard of broken dreams

i feel tired, maybe cause it's 1 am now?

i better sleep cause if not tmr i can't study.

just watched antm cycle 15 episode 4 today (same airing time period as the US), i am in love with lexie tomchek! she has got to be the prettiest girl on antm :)

and some gossip girl:

(L)

i'm graduating in a week. o levels in 3 weeks. study study study studyyy.

and i feel i might be getting new perspectives as i grow older, maybe maturity might really come with age. maybe cause we have more time and exposure.

okay bye :)

forever's gonna start tonight

omg i cant believe i still dare to blog like right now.

less than 4 weeks to O levels, my life, this is it.

i have to miss my gossipgirl & glee and whatever, let's see how i'll handle that.

and of course less com time so i might go on hiatus from this blog and the com..

gonna plan out my whole course of stuff.. chiong my TYS for both math, two books plus my yellow emath and blue amath book. I CAN SOOO DO IT.

and i've chionged my bio & chem guidebooks/tys like at least twice so third time's a charm? :)

miracle of the day: A1 FOR CHEMISTRY, THE SUBJECT I SCORED C5 FOR THE LAST TIME.

God please help me maintain this for O levels.

the rest weren't that great and weren't that bad either.

but i haven't gotten back amath, the horror.

i swear imma chiong and do well, at least A2 for O levels or B3 and get A1 unexpectedly to make up for it in some other subject.

JUST NINE POINTS PLEASEEE. ACJC.

i'm gonna give it my all to try and if i fail, i did my best and God has a plan.

listening to glee's 'showstoppers' soundtrack, awesomeeee.

second last week of sch and then two weeks study break and THEN O LEVELS.

joanne and i kept freaking about our AC dream, oh Lord please help us and give us wisdom.

please, i really need this big break.

Amen.

dream until your dreams comes true

amazement

pics from the fireworks display

credits for the photos go to my neighbour/childhood friend ying yan :)

ride off into your delusional sunset

maybe i should get twitter since this blog post is just a random one just to update on how i feel..

nah the reason why i don't want twitter or to post it on facebook is cause it's just too public..

why would you want ALL your friends seeing smth personal? or those randoms on fb or smth..

anyway.. the uber good mood continues..

it's a beautiful sunday, slept at 2am yesterday or today whatever, and i had adequate sleep :)

before i slept the last thing i did was to give myself a french manicure by painting the tip of my nails pastel light pink with a secret method that rachel taught me, now it looks so pretty i feel like wearing to sch on tuesday (monday's a holiday) i mean.. it's quite light pink. love my nails now *inserts heart emoticon*

and today i made lunch for my sister and my mum with the pizza recipe that naomi typed out for me the other day. omg it turned out really delish and i appreciate naomi so much for tying out such detailed instructions, it wasn't an epic fail, in fact it was great! :D

i feel blessed with friends who impart stuff to me, i mean learning how to make/get perfect nails and lunch, you guys are awesome :)

and you confuse me a lot, i mean what are we, you're hot then you're cold, literally.

but i guess it's enough to make me happy when you choose to be close to me again.

it does put me in a good mood, feels nice.

maybe i should take everything with a ton of salt, maybe just not so seriously.

and last two weeks of sch are here! my gosh.

life's passing me by but i don't exactly think i'm being dragged anymore, perhaps i've become comfortable/accustomed with this pace.

i love singing and i love hearing awesome covers/singers on youtube.

i mean life's gotta have it's own soundtrack.

oh yes and ANOTHER fireworks display last night.

unexpected happiness

you know something? i realise i don't stay sad forever, okay you might be thinking:

"sarah you're lame, everyone knows that"

but when you're down it can really get to you..

but today was totally awesome.

in tuition i clarified stuff that got me stuck during prelims 2 for amath and now i know i went in unprepared. imma chiong amath :)

on my way to church at the commonwealth bus stop i saw my cousin nicholas again! :D omg love him/hanging out with him, he's super funny and fun to be with :) he was on his way to f1, his quoted from him "disgustingly rich friend" just decided to blow 10k on his friends to go watch f1, nice..

and i'm so happy i got too my church friends again after bout' two weeks for most of them.

today dinner was really fun :)

and like what pastor peter said that reminded me again:

"we rejoice not by circumstance but we rejoice in the Lord"

these times are hard

chem paper 1 + shopping at town for 6 hours.
hung out with keana, rachel and esher at toastbox having breakfast and discussing while watching videos cause we were waiting for joanne to finish her physics prelim.

went to town with rachel, esther and joanne after keanna left and we went all over, mainly forever 21 at 313 and it ws fun with all of us looking through the accessories and picking out stuff for each other
ate at mos burger and finally got to eat my chilli cheese beef fries (Y)

oh yeah and after contemplating forever, i got a sweet-looking forever21 dress that i fell in love with, haha.

and later on when rachel left, we saw erina at town too.
so technically i saw my whole clique except wenhui that day ):

joanne made me stay in town till 6, omggg. haha she's a shopaholic i swear.
and marks and spencer's chips are so good.

hung out at my grandmother's hse, homecooked food again :)
and my cousin was there, hung out and watched gossipgirl again.

when i got home i immediately went to the mailbox and there my top i got online arrived, yay (Y)

so i'm loving the new clothes and i reorganised my closet by clothes type and colour, i'm not too free.. okay maybe. whatever, now it's somewhat neater :)

today marks exactly a month to o level.
it's the last chance to make something of my life.

and i can't help thinking i'm losing things in my life after this year.

trying to take it back to before it all went wrong.

fireworks

i got home at like 7 plus today & that's like really late as compared to what time i've been coming home for the past two weeks..

that's cause i spent the day in school and at naomi's house :)

social studies paper went quite well despite the previous day's stressful studying cause i couldn't get into my brain info about the singapore armed forces.

anyway.. after that i was in sch from 9.45(when our paper ended) to like almost 2pm.

what i did you may ask.. hung out with sharmala, joanne and naomi :D

i can play teenage dream by katy perry on the piano! joanne got the notes or whatever piano terms by ear and she taught me :D and i believe im some prodigy so i tried to teach sharmala and obviously joanne was more effective, haha. sharmala and i had so much fun singing to practically anything we wanted cause joanne could accompany it with piano.

btw, online piano, check it out yo:

http://www.play-piano.org/play_online_piano_piano.html

and we ate lunch in sch and just talked and had real good laughs.

joanne's line of the day "I KNEW IT!"

"NO YOU DON'T" LOL.

oh yeah and i braided my classmates' hair, french braid (L)

after that sharmala left and joanne and i went to naomi's house who she was sooo kind to let us go to, srsly very kind :)

we watched ugly betty (cause she has series recording) and hung out at her house :)

and she broke a supposed un-shatterable plate.

btw her house has nice food man, she offered us chicken pies, magnum white and godiva hot chocolate (that wasn't exactly hot, haha)

and of course cool pics with super funny captions that kept us laughing and laughing.

"our frame is so unique.." haha.

we way exceeded naomi's webcam photo count record, haha.

oh yeah some stuff that happened on the weekend:

my relatives came over which included my two aunts, uncles, two baby cousins and my cousin zsa.

the house was so filled with people man and i even had to study bio x__x

nice to see my relatives again esp. zsa zsa :)

oh and i've been watching shows online. mainly antm cycle 15, gossip girl season 4 and glee season 2 which aired today!!! i'm following the US which means i get to watch it the day the day after they air it, woohoo :D gossip girl is addictive man.

okay last prelim paper mcq for chem on friday then shopping with joanne :D

oh right the very last part! i saw a 5 min fireworks display from my room window on the 23rd floor. it overlooked the chinese garden and there were fireworks as it's mooncake festival today :D

okay today was a good day i conclude, thank God for days like this :)

xoxo

today's friday which is go-to-my-grandma's-house-day.

my chef cousin nicholas cooked again, this time small cut up pieces of beef served with soft carrots, creamy button mushrooms and his awesome mash potatoes.

yes, this time specially for us :D

oh man, great food.

and yeah hanging out with my cousin is the awesomest shitzzz ever.

he was telling me about this singer he's really into now and then he asked me if i had watched gossipgirl before and i really hadn't. (yeah yeah outdated)

so i watched the first episode of gossipgirl season 2 episode 1 with nicholas being the occasional commentator filling me in on who is who and what was happening.

quite interesting actually and the characters have way too perfect lives for any of it to be realistic.

okay maybe there might be people in the world like that but come on..

haha.

and my cousins is really funny cause he whispered: "xoxo, you know you love me"

this girl is the epitome of beautiful.

serena vander-something. blake lively if you wanna know her real name.

okay btw im so sick of studying. and i gotta get back my fire or whatever determination i had before cause amath prelim 2 kinda stole that away from me.

focus!

and bio is sooo damn long. actually my assessment book for bio is the one that is long.

oh yeah i left my facebook signed in on my cousin's laptop and he typed on his own wall using my acc that he was the best cousin in the world hands down, LOL.

okay fine i sorta agree but way to go use my facebook to up himself man..

okay i think i will do bio now,srsly :)

okay so i took a break.. haha.

so i like to braid my hair a lot.. :)