are you happy

how ironic how i told you that i hope you had a good day today and you wished the same for me too but it was exactly the opposite.

anyway i miss you.

and is this whole 'things are gonna get better' saying true just because well, eventually life just goes on?

and i wanna be closer to God again, to feel his presence and his love.

why does everything seem so hard all of a sudden?

some things are just too personal to share.