it's nice when people genuinely believe in you, more than you believe in yourself and even more so when you value what they say because you look up to them. there really are nice people who have it all out there, i feel blessed to have people who are nice to me - as simplistic as that sounds.

crystal clear

contacts are kinda amazing, it's like having perfect eyesight!

and thank you so much naomi for all your tips, they REALLY help A LOT! (L)

and oli's sleepover was awesome, we decorated her christmas tree, went swimming, had our own club with some crazy dancing and omeglee chat which was hillarious.

oh yeah and we watched harry potter and the deathly hallows in the early afternoon and lunch at crystal jade.

the coolest people!

anyway.. next week including today will be sooooooo awesome.

prom's tmr! O:

today was flippin' awesome.

in the morning my dad, after buying me a really nice breakfast, picked vito from newton mrt and we drove to oli's house.

only sharmala, vito and i were there first but we had our good share of fun.

trying on oli's awesome heels that made me feel like i could be on antm, height brings empowerment and confidence man, esp with her branded beautiful clog-like heels, haha.

and jammin' with guitar and dancing crazilly to david archuleta's album.

naomi, rachel and davniel came afterward too :)

basically we were supposed to have a harry potter marathon and we got to like 3/4 of the chamber of secrets whilst eating the best popcorn ever and another big bowl of snacks.

awesome pizza & mushroom soup for lunch, olivia's parents are the nicest people ever :)

playing in the pool on a floating turtle, playing twister, ping pong, throwing hoops, boggle, pictionary, more snacks, finishing chamber of secrets. the makings of an amazing day with great friends.

& back home, curry chicken for dinner, oh yeah~

tmr i'm gonna watch harry potter 7 and sleepover at oli's house, kinda like today part 2.

life is good.

maybe i shouldn't listen to sad songs, cause yeah yeah yeah's song 'map' is really touching smth inside of me. really emotional song, few lyrics but it impacts me so much.

it's nice to have days like this, when the day goes well and i have fun, i'm smiling and just being happy.

sometimes i just.. don't understand.

wait. they don't love you like i do.

Yeah Yeah Yeah - Maps

i know i haven't been posting, well.. almost not at all i realise.. but anyway, Os are over and for some reason i've been feeling lethargic. oh don't get me wrong, yesterday after the bio paper (which was in the classroom instead of the hall), i felt an overwhelming sense of joy. and day out at town with my posse clique was great too, cold rockk ice cream!!

town part #2 with joanne today, can't say i don't know how to pick prom dresses *winks*

and now two things that really make me happy:

1) eating - i just devoured two mushroom and ham pizzas from castle, oh man.. (L)

2) my almost daily dose of american dramas/reality television/sitcoms.

harry potter marathon at oli's house in preparation for hp 7 on thursday :)

beautiful leighton meester, her portrayal of blair on gossipgirl is commendable :)

it's all in the mind

because if i sleep now.. tomorrow will arrive faster.. and that means i have to actually study again..

yeah that's pretty much what's in my head right now. maybe that's why i've been glued to the computer screen for the past hour and a half even though i'm alrd so tired.

oh man mcq papers, i'm so bored of sciences alrd, i'd really rather take another humanities paper.

urghhh. it's okay, last lap run it well. psycho myself attempt #1232532. haha :)

dinner was goooood. zi cha with my mum and sister, who can resist the prawn paste chicken, tofu egg and pork ribs? :)

hey i've actually been quite happy these past few days. studying's gonna ruin it but im just gonna suffer for the 2nd last time this year for chem and finally bio. then free time will officially be mine with no strings attached.. can't wait!!! (does inserting more than one exclamation mark make me seem uncool.. saying THIS already makes me uncool, oh well.)

and after doing the ss exam's source based question, to be exact source E, i realise i can't tell between indian and pakistani cartoons even when the provenance clearly states indian on the right, pakistani on left. i can't tell left or right in pressurising situations ):

but hooray to Venetians :)

go back to the time when..

omg i stumbled upon some pics on facebook of joanne and i in an album whereby she didn't tag any of us. these pics are ancient aka taken in sec three!

okay start off with a nice shot, omg i should cut my hair to this length again, it's not bad :)

LOL :D

yeap, why is this even online?! hahahaha!

cause

i'm

a

nin-ja

nin-ninja! LOL NINJA GLAREEE! nigahiga (L)

oh my dear joanne :)

yesterday night i watched a indie film "elvis and anabelle" starring blake lively aka gossipgirl serena vanderwoodsen. seeing blake lively transform into a southern belle was really weird esp. the accent man! interesting film :)

yours is the first face that i saw

visited a new cell group today :)

i liked it, the people there seem friendly and leanne seems like such a sweet and nice cell leader.

talking with joel and clement while waiting for ben to come was really hillarious. oh man, really good times :)

and of course speaking to the ever-motivational sarah cheong - she just has so much faith in me, she keeps telling me that i can get into ACS(I) and take IB.

okay we all know that's never gonna happen but she keeps going on and on and it makes me feel so flattered that she thinks just cause i'm good at literature i'll really suit IB but it's embarrassing to keep repeating the line "sarah, i'm really not that smart.. you believe in me more than my mum does" haha.

she will definitely pwn the IB exams, the Lord is with her, she's smart, focused and hardworking. and she'll never read this, haha. edification without her knowing! :)

and then i ordered four plates of hor fan and clement, joel and i decided we're just gonna force ben to eat hor fan cause he came so late, haha.

oh man sometimes i wish i just wouldn't feel this way.. then i won't get hurt.

almost there

after watching america's next top model and eating a magnum white mini i am happy :)

i woke up at like 12.45 and i felt a little dizzy at first and i noticed new pimples that i was not too pleased to have greet me.

hmmm. O levels are really almost over. it's like slowly.. almost.. this is gonna be over.

now all that's left are SS on monday, chem mcq on friday and bio mcq on the following monday.

i am happy, i really am. it's this freedom i felt since yesterday..

speaking of yesterday, i thought all my history mugging has paid off and what i predicted or rather what mr pailo predicted came out so yay :D

and bio was not too bad. except i forgot what DNA was..

before bio i was at the library with esther & keanna and the sharmala came too later on and a lot of the stuff that we were discussing with each other came out for the O levels, major score! :)

and sharmala made the most amazing brownies ever, it just overwhelms your taste buds with joy (L)

walked to j8 with wenhui, keanna and esther and my gosh wenhui's a skinny darling :) haha, that's supposed to be affectionate btw.

took an hour's train ride to my grandmother's house and my cousin cooked pizza wrap, pasta & calamari, omgeee my cousin is amazing.

this is what you get when you have a chef cousin :)

and my cousin is super funny with his diff faces that he makes and apparently i give off loser vibes? like whattt. just cause i repeat dumb parodys on youtube and laugh a lot cause i've basically gone made cause of O levels? :B

and my grandmother's hse has EVERYTHING. like whatever food and drinks, like yakult.

and my cousin can make anything man, he even made some loster prawn creamy soup with a deep fried breadstick.

okay maybe i'll go through ss, maybe not for another hour. i don't man, i feel like i'm in a super relaxed mode and i think i deserve to get to feel this way after sooo long.