i am exhausted. so extremely drained.

im just looking for some answers in a world that answers none of them at all.

it's nice when people genuinely believe in you, more than you believe in yourself and even more so when you value what they say because you look up to them. there really are nice people who have it all out there, i feel blessed to have people who are nice to me - as simplistic as that sounds.

crystal clear

contacts are kinda amazing, it's like having perfect eyesight!

and thank you so much naomi for all your tips, they REALLY help A LOT! (L)

and oli's sleepover was awesome, we decorated her christmas tree, went swimming, had our own club with some crazy dancing and omeglee chat which was hillarious.

oh yeah and we watched harry potter and the deathly hallows in the early afternoon and lunch at crystal jade.

the coolest people!

anyway.. next week including today will be sooooooo awesome.

prom's tmr! O:

today was flippin' awesome.

in the morning my dad, after buying me a really nice breakfast, picked vito from newton mrt and we drove to oli's house.

only sharmala, vito and i were there first but we had our good share of fun.

trying on oli's awesome heels that made me feel like i could be on antm, height brings empowerment and confidence man, esp with her branded beautiful clog-like heels, haha.

and jammin' with guitar and dancing crazilly to david archuleta's album.

naomi, rachel and davniel came afterward too :)

basically we were supposed to have a harry potter marathon and we got to like 3/4 of the chamber of secrets whilst eating the best popcorn ever and another big bowl of snacks.

awesome pizza & mushroom soup for lunch, olivia's parents are the nicest people ever :)

playing in the pool on a floating turtle, playing twister, ping pong, throwing hoops, boggle, pictionary, more snacks, finishing chamber of secrets. the makings of an amazing day with great friends.

& back home, curry chicken for dinner, oh yeah~

tmr i'm gonna watch harry potter 7 and sleepover at oli's house, kinda like today part 2.

life is good.

maybe i shouldn't listen to sad songs, cause yeah yeah yeah's song 'map' is really touching smth inside of me. really emotional song, few lyrics but it impacts me so much.

it's nice to have days like this, when the day goes well and i have fun, i'm smiling and just being happy.

sometimes i just.. don't understand.

wait. they don't love you like i do.

Yeah Yeah Yeah - Maps

i know i haven't been posting, well.. almost not at all i realise.. but anyway, Os are over and for some reason i've been feeling lethargic. oh don't get me wrong, yesterday after the bio paper (which was in the classroom instead of the hall), i felt an overwhelming sense of joy. and day out at town with my posse clique was great too, cold rockk ice cream!!

town part #2 with joanne today, can't say i don't know how to pick prom dresses *winks*

and now two things that really make me happy:

1) eating - i just devoured two mushroom and ham pizzas from castle, oh man.. (L)

2) my almost daily dose of american dramas/reality television/sitcoms.

harry potter marathon at oli's house in preparation for hp 7 on thursday :)

beautiful leighton meester, her portrayal of blair on gossipgirl is commendable :)

it's all in the mind

because if i sleep now.. tomorrow will arrive faster.. and that means i have to actually study again..

yeah that's pretty much what's in my head right now. maybe that's why i've been glued to the computer screen for the past hour and a half even though i'm alrd so tired.

oh man mcq papers, i'm so bored of sciences alrd, i'd really rather take another humanities paper.

urghhh. it's okay, last lap run it well. psycho myself attempt #1232532. haha :)

dinner was goooood. zi cha with my mum and sister, who can resist the prawn paste chicken, tofu egg and pork ribs? :)

hey i've actually been quite happy these past few days. studying's gonna ruin it but im just gonna suffer for the 2nd last time this year for chem and finally bio. then free time will officially be mine with no strings attached.. can't wait!!! (does inserting more than one exclamation mark make me seem uncool.. saying THIS already makes me uncool, oh well.)

and after doing the ss exam's source based question, to be exact source E, i realise i can't tell between indian and pakistani cartoons even when the provenance clearly states indian on the right, pakistani on left. i can't tell left or right in pressurising situations ):

but hooray to Venetians :)